I'm thinking of having a Scream - a- thon this week. Maybe watching Malcolm in the Middle or something.
I owe it to myself.
Anyway, how are you all?
I listen to Ween and am now back to writing. R.I.P. Suncoast.
Age 29
Writer
McAuley High School (Grad.)
Cincinnati, Ohio
Joined on 6/27/20
Posted by stuckathome - September 19th, 2020
I'm thinking of having a Scream - a- thon this week. Maybe watching Malcolm in the Middle or something.
I owe it to myself.
Anyway, how are you all?
Posted by stuckathome - September 19th, 2020
I'm going to be more positive.
I'm NOT going to imagine my own death, because that's not fair to myself.
I am hard as a jawbreaker, and I was having a good year until that stupid dream kicked my anxiety into overdrive.
FUCK YOU, UNIVERSE! I'LL DO WHAT I WANT, WITHIN MY OWN LIMITS!
And if there's anything you want to do about it, you'll have to drag me screaming.
I am better than this.
Posted by stuckathome - September 19th, 2020
So, I've been analyzing my dreams again and...guys...I think I'm going to hell when I die.
Update: 5/6. Mary plays a cameo role here, running away and leaving me to the devices of my old friend from high school, who rants about me abandoning her, then harangues me into going to her talent show against the wishes of my third grade teacher. I do, and lo and behold, a black cat shows up.
Me, my dad, his friend, another high school teacher. We've been at a grocery store, hunting down a box of Cheezits all day. She's just about given up, and her pink-dressed self asks, "Why are we doing this?" before the dream hurtles me partially back to dream #3.
Update: old guy is way too thrilled to see me in contrast to his guests, who all look like miserable Titian angels glaring at me while the guy continues to praise that I'm at the party, shooing me away before I can talk to them. Bizarrely typed note shows up with a misspelled follow scratched out in purple pen.
This feels...demoralizing. I mean, there's still hope, I can still be "good"...but...just...why?
Posted by stuckathome - September 18th, 2020
Hello, all.
Going to finish writing.
How's it going, y'all?
Doin' pretty good on this end and goin' to chill, mostly.
Here's a picture of a got milk ad:
Posted by stuckathome - September 17th, 2020
How's everyone doing?
I'm gettin' back to writing, doin' pretty well since yesterday.
Can't wait for the weekend.
Posted by stuckathome - September 17th, 2020
O.K. So, here's the good news.
I drank my tea, and it was good.
Gonna keep the smell around for a while.
Here's the bad news:
Edit: whoa. They're gone - for now...but that was an odd jolt of the senses.
Posted by stuckathome - September 16th, 2020
I should get some tea in the morning and start my day earlier, since I didn't get to write the rest of my fanfic today - I was all spaced out, ya know? Spaced out and distracted again with my karma knocked out, it seems.
Need to chill out, ya dig me?
So, how are y'all doin' on this Wednesday?
Posted by stuckathome - September 15th, 2020
It's Tuesday,
I'm in mild pain,
I'm going to finish a chapter of my off-the-cuff Wild Thornberrys fanfic,
and write in my journal a little bit more. Maybe watch a movie.
That's my plan for the day, what's yours?
Posted by stuckathome - September 14th, 2020
Another week is afoot, and I am taking a small sabbatical from the project I'm working on to spend more time here because I give a shit about you all and I want to try and interact like a normal human being.
So, how are you? What hobbies do you all have? What is your favorite type of art?
I'm personally in adoration of paintings and landscapey art like this.
Posted by stuckathome - September 13th, 2020
So, it's the end of yet another weekend and I feel pretty good about myself right now. I'm 4 pages into my pitch bible and I'm feeling light and happy...I'm also feeling really sleepy for some reason all week. Strange.
How are you all tonight?